Crappy fucking shit crap

God, I want to scream and cry really loud and then throw a mirror into the wall so it gets crushed and then I want to jump on the table so it breakes, and THEN I want to throw myself off a chair and land on the broken table.

My packing is going to hell (I will btw prove this in my picture journal later sometime), I had NO IDEA I had THIS fucking much stuff. My closet is completely empty now and ready for my roommate but she is slow and hasnt done a thing, so the entire bedroom and living room is full of bags and stuff that are going into the storage closet she usually keeps her clothes.

I tried vaccumepacking, but that almost ended in tears and a deathwish. I think the vacuumer felt the same, it started smelling really bad and getting superwarm - all ready to explode.

I've almost got 6 full pages on my exam paper, which is good since the minimum lenght is 7 pages. Although the packing is frustrating me so much that I can't focus.

Mum told me to sent stuff in boxes home, but the thing is that I dont have any fucking boxes, nor time to get any! I have one, but that one can fit like one shoe, so I think that might be problematic. If my suitcase is over 20 kg and they force me to pay, I'm gonna start talking arabic and make them deport me... hopefully to Bodø even though that would still be in Norway. THEY CAN DEPORT ME TO ARVIDSJAUR SO MAYBE MY DAD CAN DRIVE AND PICK ME UP. Mwah. Hm, if so, I wonder if they'll carry my bags?

On a better note, I've finally sent an e-mail to the scholarship folks to see if I get more money when I go abroad. And also wrote an application for a room at the norwegian institute in Rome.

UGH UGH UGH

I finally found out what to buy my grandparents for christmas too!

... And the shoes I bought yesterday kind of make me happy too. :shady:

It snowed here today! AND the snow is still on the ground! Craziness o_O

Oh.. And there was a fire at the centralstation which means that NO trains have been running ALL day. That like.. almost never happens. Which means that I might have to take the evil bus tomorrow. Those damn fires, they are crappy. I found out that Augustus hired firemen btw, to take care of Rome, which is pretty cool. But some of them were stupid and didn't do their jobs so the fires still raged. O.O

Perhaps I should go and try to pack more or something. Or possibly write more, which is the most important right now. Ugghie.

UGH UGH UGH.

I feel like a caveman.

God, I feel like I am in way over my head

Sup doods.

Lots of things are currently happening in my life and right now I feel that it is hard to hang on and keep up with it all.

I got accepted into the Rome/Athens classes this spring, which means that I have to give up my apartment now, pack all my stuff, and get the hell out (that sounded rather dramatic btw). But right now, I am working on my third exam and my brain is running at a very low gear. Everytime I look up from the screen I see a new thing that has to be packed, and it is plain impossible that I will be able to bring it all this time. My roommate seems hesitant but she has to let me keep some of my stuff here until March when my parents wanted to drive down and get all of it. EVEN THE FREAKIN' TV IS MINE, MAN! I own this whole apartment it seems, it will look very empty once I am gone. All my roommate own is all the trash that keeps cluttering it.

I have three bags, in addition to my suitcase, and two boxes, so I should be able to fit all the small stuff. Shelves and the stuff hanging on the wall should be able to stay there until March, I hope.

I AM CURRENTLY WRITING ABOUT AUGUSTUS, AND IT'S INTERESTING AND ALL, BUT MY MIND IS EVERYWHERE ELSE.

I should also notify my boss that I am coming home, and buy christmas gifts, and talk to someone about housing in Rome, and find an apartment for next year, and start planning this christmas/new years and order tickets for Athens and whatnot.

HECTIC, SHIT.

I am rather looking forward to thursday though. <3 And it will be supernice to see my family and Fox and friends next week. :)

WHY IS THERE SO LITTLE TIME IN THE WORLD? I THINK I NEED A PRESCRIPTION FOR MORE.

Oh well, bye for now my lovlies.

Your Joy is My Low

I should write more, I haven't written in ages and ages.

It's not that I don't have anything to write about, it's just that it takes a lot of effort from me to sit down and start pouring my heart and mind out on a very regular basis. :shady:

Christmas is approaching and it would be supernice if all of you sent me a detailed wishlist!

IF YOU WANT ANY CHRISTMAS PRESENTS THAT IS, BECAUSE YOU REALLY SHOULD!

I should go to the store now.

I kind of feel like prawn crackers. :shady:

Bye bye lovlies.