Omg, a new update in this blog isn't something you see every day, eeek.

So. Here I am again.

I had a fucked up dream that caused me to wake up many times last night, and when I woke up and got up, I noticed that the kindergarden had called me like two times. Fuckshit. That means that if I had noticed it I could've gone to work and earned more money that I desperately need. Oh well, maybe they'll call tomorrow too. Unless they hate me now because I didn't pick up...

It looks like we ain't gonna get a white christmas here. It has been raining pretty much straight since I came back home, and it doesn't look like it's going to change. Right now it's not raining but the clouds are hanging low and the temperature is around 9-10 celcius. It other words, pretty much what we call summer up here. x_X

I looked at my grades this morning for this fall, and was pleasantly surprised. Something that REALLY cannot be said for those I got this spring, and which really ruined my mood. Crappyhellfuck. I didn't flunk, but I definitely do not want to hang on to those grades and I'll have to take at least one of them over again.

It's funny that I almost always rant every time I write a new blog entry, but YOU JUST GOTTA LIVE WITH IT PEOPLE. :P

I miss Oliver so much that it hurts. I go around thinking about him every day and how nice it will be to see him again, even though we aren't 100% sure when that will be. I am hoping as soon as possible. Being away takes its tear.

Kari is away too, in Thailand, that lucky motherfucker. Wish I could go there, I really really do. I also wish it was less expensive, but I guess you have to be prepared to pay tons of bucks if you want to go to paradise.

Ugh ugh ugh.

There are lots of other things I want to say as well, but I don't want to bring them up here. Guess I'll try figuring out something else to do. Perhaps like watch a 3 hour long movie on the TV just because I can..

x_X

Crappy fucking shit crap

God, I want to scream and cry really loud and then throw a mirror into the wall so it gets crushed and then I want to jump on the table so it breakes, and THEN I want to throw myself off a chair and land on the broken table.

My packing is going to hell (I will btw prove this in my picture journal later sometime), I had NO IDEA I had THIS fucking much stuff. My closet is completely empty now and ready for my roommate but she is slow and hasnt done a thing, so the entire bedroom and living room is full of bags and stuff that are going into the storage closet she usually keeps her clothes.

I tried vaccumepacking, but that almost ended in tears and a deathwish. I think the vacuumer felt the same, it started smelling really bad and getting superwarm - all ready to explode.

I've almost got 6 full pages on my exam paper, which is good since the minimum lenght is 7 pages. Although the packing is frustrating me so much that I can't focus.

Mum told me to sent stuff in boxes home, but the thing is that I dont have any fucking boxes, nor time to get any! I have one, but that one can fit like one shoe, so I think that might be problematic. If my suitcase is over 20 kg and they force me to pay, I'm gonna start talking arabic and make them deport me... hopefully to Bodø even though that would still be in Norway. THEY CAN DEPORT ME TO ARVIDSJAUR SO MAYBE MY DAD CAN DRIVE AND PICK ME UP. Mwah. Hm, if so, I wonder if they'll carry my bags?

On a better note, I've finally sent an e-mail to the scholarship folks to see if I get more money when I go abroad. And also wrote an application for a room at the norwegian institute in Rome.

UGH UGH UGH

I finally found out what to buy my grandparents for christmas too!

... And the shoes I bought yesterday kind of make me happy too. :shady:

It snowed here today! AND the snow is still on the ground! Craziness o_O

Oh.. And there was a fire at the centralstation which means that NO trains have been running ALL day. That like.. almost never happens. Which means that I might have to take the evil bus tomorrow. Those damn fires, they are crappy. I found out that Augustus hired firemen btw, to take care of Rome, which is pretty cool. But some of them were stupid and didn't do their jobs so the fires still raged. O.O

Perhaps I should go and try to pack more or something. Or possibly write more, which is the most important right now. Ugghie.

UGH UGH UGH.

I feel like a caveman.

God, I feel like I am in way over my head

Sup doods.

Lots of things are currently happening in my life and right now I feel that it is hard to hang on and keep up with it all.

I got accepted into the Rome/Athens classes this spring, which means that I have to give up my apartment now, pack all my stuff, and get the hell out (that sounded rather dramatic btw). But right now, I am working on my third exam and my brain is running at a very low gear. Everytime I look up from the screen I see a new thing that has to be packed, and it is plain impossible that I will be able to bring it all this time. My roommate seems hesitant but she has to let me keep some of my stuff here until March when my parents wanted to drive down and get all of it. EVEN THE FREAKIN' TV IS MINE, MAN! I own this whole apartment it seems, it will look very empty once I am gone. All my roommate own is all the trash that keeps cluttering it.

I have three bags, in addition to my suitcase, and two boxes, so I should be able to fit all the small stuff. Shelves and the stuff hanging on the wall should be able to stay there until March, I hope.

I AM CURRENTLY WRITING ABOUT AUGUSTUS, AND IT'S INTERESTING AND ALL, BUT MY MIND IS EVERYWHERE ELSE.

I should also notify my boss that I am coming home, and buy christmas gifts, and talk to someone about housing in Rome, and find an apartment for next year, and start planning this christmas/new years and order tickets for Athens and whatnot.

HECTIC, SHIT.

I am rather looking forward to thursday though. <3 And it will be supernice to see my family and Fox and friends next week. :)

WHY IS THERE SO LITTLE TIME IN THE WORLD? I THINK I NEED A PRESCRIPTION FOR MORE.

Oh well, bye for now my lovlies.

Your Joy is My Low

I should write more, I haven't written in ages and ages.

It's not that I don't have anything to write about, it's just that it takes a lot of effort from me to sit down and start pouring my heart and mind out on a very regular basis. :shady:

Christmas is approaching and it would be supernice if all of you sent me a detailed wishlist!

IF YOU WANT ANY CHRISTMAS PRESENTS THAT IS, BECAUSE YOU REALLY SHOULD!

I should go to the store now.

I kind of feel like prawn crackers. :shady:

Bye bye lovlies.

Music is the bomb.

INSTRUCTIONS

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Welcome to the jungle (Guns'n'Roses)

WHAT'S YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
Let it take you (Goldfrapp)

WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
The real thing (Sarah Overall)

WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
Icicle (Tori Amos) AHAHHHAH >_<

WHAT DOES YOUR EX THINK OF YOU?
Littlest things (Lily Allen)

HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
You and me and the moon (The Magnetic Fields)

HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
If everybody looked the same (Groove Armada) wtf

WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
Be the girl (Aslyn)

ARE YOU GOOD AT SCHOOL?
Elevator music (Beck)

WILL YOU BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE?
My baby love (The Supremes)

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
99 (red) luft balloons (Nena)

WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I'm still in love with you (Sean Paul) AHHAHAHA

THE SOUNDTRACK OF YOUR LIFE ?
Complicated (Avril Lavigne) Oh holy shit

YOU AND YOUR BEST FRIEND ARE?
Maniac (Michael Sembrello) NAIS.

HAPPY TIME:
California Dreamin' (Mamas and the papas)

SAD TIMES:
Valerie (Amy Winehouse)

EVERY DAY:
Abracadabra (Steve Miller Band)

FOR TOMORROW:
The Vanishing (Stars)

FOR YOU:
Scratch to void (People In Planes) o_O

WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
Relax [take it easy] (Mika)

WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
Why (Elefant)

WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
Stalker (Vent) AHAAHHAH!

WHAT DO YOU WANT AS A CAREER?
Empathy (Sneaker Pimps) Oh no.

YOUR FAVOURITE SAYING?
Keep it loose, keep it tight (Amos Lee)

HOW WILL I DIE?
Don't you evah (Spoon)

AHAHHAHAHA NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIS.

Now YOU do it. ;)

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO BE SO HARD?

Getting through a normal day is pretty hard for someone as bad as me when it comes to making decisions, so when you're faced with a huge dilemma that will end up hurting people you love whatever you choose - yes, then life gets a little bit harder.

CRAP, CRAP, CRAP, DOUBLE-CRAP.

What's up, Doc?

So, I haven't updated in quite a while, now have I. I guess that is something that should change. After all, what's the point of even having a blog if you never use it?

The timing isn't exactly the best though, I don't really have all that much to write about right now. And to be honest, I should really spend my time on other stuff, like my Latin assignment that I am seriously struggeling with at the moment. It just got really hard all of the sudden, and it's due tomorrow and I am pretty much freaking out here - for more reasons than one. First of all, I decided to skip Latin on monday because I wanted to catch up on some of the stuff myself. I didn't go to school today either because my tummy hurts, I feel like crap and a certain monthly event has "blessed" me with its appearance. So yeah, it means that I've missed a lot of stuff and that only makes me freak out even more.

Tomorrow this really famous archaeologist from Stanford University is having a guest lecture that all our archaeology teachers really wanted us to go (and which we WANT to go to) at the exact same time as my Latin class. Tomorrow's Latin class is pretty important because it's the day we hand in/recieve our new assignments and I should really be there. But what about the other guest lecture then - the opportunity one only gets once..

I AM CONFUSED AND FUCK.

When I'm in class I usually have a good time and feel that what I'm learning is interesting and exciting, but once I go home, I don't have any happy feelings about the classes at all. >_< I feel like it's all thrown at me and I have no chance of catching up before it's too late. But yes, I'm probably just freaking out like I always do, but I can't help it, it feels awful. A thousand things are rushing through my head about stuff I need to do EVERY SECOND, but once I start doing them, I can't keep myself motivated and start doing something else instead. I really do have troubles motivating myself now, for some reason.

I'm even thinking about quitting Latin this semester and rather take it up again next fall (or this spring if I don't get into the Rome/Athens program) and focus on my other classes instead. I'm taking 20 points more than I have to, so quitting Latin wont damage my points what-so-ever. But I still feel like that would be a very stupid thing to do, especially now that I have started it. I don't like quitting things like that. I just hope it will get easier.

Back to more happier things. I just had the most amazing summer of my life. The USA trip was beyond incredible, and so was the time I spent with my friends and Oliver too. Simply amazing.

I'm learning what it feels like to be crazy in love with an unbelievable guy every day, and when other things seem dark and hard to handle, those feelings - and him of course - is what keeps me going, and helps me push through it.

I guess that's all I needed to get off my chest for this time.

I think I better call my mum today, I haven't talked to her since friday, that must be a new record of her not calling, or something. o_O

Walk in peace, friends.

Good Times Gonna Come

Looks like I got myself my own cellphone blog.

http://worldofrenate.blogspot.com/

I'll be posting in it from my cellphone during my upcoming trip to the States, so check it out if you want to stay updated. :shady:

<3

Oh I spent my only study break of the day in an extremely good way :]

Hahhaha.

I managed to get myself into the Top 10 all time best Bubble Shooter high score list. :shady: I am on 7th place. xD

Name	Points
Marit	931440
Anonimus	925500
ks og sg	854840
jurga	761220
Orpheus	667480
elaines	592940
Renate S	478280
david u tina	477260
Hege I	436200
.rfl	413360

Oh man I am such a dork. :P

Must.Think.Happy.Thoughts.

Well, well, well.

I am trying here.

I AM PROUD OF MYSELF FOR TRYING.

Errr. :P

I am so tired. I would go to sleep if it wasn't for the spider in our bedroom. :shady:

I really hope she's going to take it out of there, considering that I spent half an hour earlier putting up another bug net in front of the window. AND another half hour or so doing the dishes.

Wait.. this is turning into another rant. "stops"

We live in a wonderful world where cute little penguins walk around the flakes of ice down at the southern most place of our earth. I suppose that's a nice thing. :]

LET'S COLOR THE WORLD WITH A BUNCH OF LOVELY COLORS AND PRETTY THINGS SO THAT WE'D ALL BE HAPPY ALL THE TIME AND SING IN THE SHOWER AND DANCE AND SWIM DURING THE WINTER AND STUFF. NOT TO MENTION EATING A LOT OF APPLES.

HOLY CRAP, YES THIS IS ANOTHER RANT

I removed this content, for good reason. :]

The 17th of May - Our National Day.

I must be honest and say that it was one of my best in a long, long time. Really awesome having the opportunity to spend it in the capital and see what it's like celebrating it here. And I must say.. it was crowded. o_o

Hahaha. I've been to a soccer game where a hundred thousand people were gathered at once, but I must say, crowd-wise this was far far bigger. Never seen so many dressed up people together in once place at the same time - ever.

My roommate and I spent the night before the 17th at her sisters place. And we were supposed to go with them that morning, in order to get good places for the parade and everything, but because of my roommate's habit of spending 84982903 hours in the bathroom every morning in order to get ready, they had to go without us. So we got ready and took the bus and tube into town (both btw was PACKED). It was hard to move around because of all the people, but we managed to drag ourselves all the way up to the castle. We bought ice cream and I took a billion pics. It was fun seeing the whole royal family standing up there, waving to the whole city. I wonder what the view from up there looked like. I bet it was like one giant carpet of people in red, white and blue.

We were pretty lucky with the weather too. Sunny, bright, warm and nice. Although there was a somewhat chilly breeze that paid us a visit every now and then.

After we grew tired of watching the parade, we headed down towards the harbor after a stop at a very crowded Deli de Luca where we bought ourselves a piece of cake. Aker Brygge was so crowded that we stood still for ten minutes before taking our next step, but because of this amazing guy called Oliver I knew of a "secret" spot down on the edge of the pier next to all the boats. So we walked down there and enjoyed ourselves with the cakes, the slight tanning and all the people in their boats driving by smiling at us. But god knows I wish I was there with a certain other individual.. Dude, there are more nordlandsbunader in Oslo than in the whole Nordland county combined, I am SURE. O_O

Around 2 PM-ish, we took the bus back to her sisters place and I collapsed in bed. I was totally exhausted. About two hours later I got woken up because the rest of the family needed help setting up the tables and chairs and everything outside. We had a giant outdoor barbeque party thingie with some of the other neighbors and it was so cosy it's insane. Amazing food, cakes, strawberries, wine and God knows what else.

After that I collapsed in bed for the second time that day.

The next morning we went back home.

(more stuff about that to follow...)

Things are coming along .

I got my roommate to read through my exam essay, and I feel a lot better about it now. I also reread all my pensum litterature for that assignment, and all I really have left now is to finish the conclusion and I can say that I am done. Fuck, if I don't get a decent grade after all the issues I've had with that thing now, I'll drown myself in the sink. ;_;

Also ordered the greyhound bus trip from Jacksonville to New Orleans now, so absolutely everything about the US trip is finally under control. Not that long left now, it's crazy. o.o; Don't really think it has hit me that I'm going back there. xD

Tomorrow I'm gonna go to school, print out my exam and the rest of the plane tickets/hotel reservations and those vouchers for the Bahamas cruise, hand in the paper, die of happiness, buy some stuff and then hopefully go out on the town with mah mates or head out to some park and do some serious bbq'ing, haha. We're spending the night at my roommates sister since she lives in town.

And then it's the 17th of May. O_O Crazy crazy. Still not sure what I'll wear, always an issue when you don't have your bunad. ;_; OH WELL, I'LL STOP TALKING SHALLOW TALK, NOW YES.

Oh widdly well.

I might be getting a new phone that I'll be able to post to this blog from. O.o

AWESOME NEWS FOR THIS SUMMER, BECAUSE THEN I'LL BE ABLE TO TAKE PICS AND UPDATE THIS BLOG ALMOST EVERY DAY. (:

Picture from that Vestfold excursion. :shady:
And part of the Oslo skyline from the trip on friday. :shady:


AND some old trainstation thingie, and now I promise I'll stop. ;_____;


Okies, better get back to my studying now.

AHAHHAHAHAH.

I don't know what's going on.

Somehow I feel like it's all falling apart. I try, but I can't focus on my schoolwork. The exams are coming up faster than I can blink, and no matter how much I study or write, I don't feel that this is going to work. I can't wrap my head around it enough to actually care, I guess. And it's so sad because I really really want to do this and to do it well.

[insert lots of angry words in here]

The weather is nice and sunny and I'd much rather be outside and not inside in this mess writing this assignment, but I have to. But at the same time I want to hide from the rest of the world, so I guess I shouldn't complain too much.

There are just too many things on my mind right now, I can't deal with these exams. But I know I have to, so I better straighten up.

I could probably sit here for a few hours and rant and throw hateful words around and act like an old bitter woman, but I think I better stop before it gets out of hand. >_<

Although I guess it's nice to get it all out so I can get a fresh start and perhaps force myself into working harder and better.

I guess this is just one of those days. :(

When the night falls around me - all I think about is you. ;_;

Don't even ask how this picture came into existance, it was... well, something. :shady:

WHAT I DO KNOW, IS THAT..

What that sign says is 110% true (and yes, that extra 10% has to be there even though one really can't cross the 100% limit ;_; ) and I really really really really wish you were here.

God, she's not supposed to look THAT happy and crazy and whatnot. o.o





;_;

Medieval babble and things and such

Had a wonderful day today.

My class were going on this walk around medieval Oslo, and it blew me away.

Met up with Johanne, Carina and Kristin and walked together to Grønland where we met next to the park and the police station AND the old jail we all know from Olsenbanden. xD (Fuck, some construction workers make cat whistling sounds to me which scared me. ;_; )Funny thing was, when we were waiting there for the rest of the group, we noticed people with giant video cameras and a horse and a wagon and people in nice clothes and everything. Eventually we found out that they were filming a scene from the norwegian series Hotel Cæsar. I guess my mom would've payed big bucks to see it. x_x AHHAHA. The horse was extremely good looking though.

We started our walk and went through all the pretty 19- and 20th century buildings that are spread around in that neighborhood. We even came across a couple of archaeologist who were working in a trench in the middle of an old road there, so we got to see them at work. AWESOME. They had uncovered old wooden medieval buldings and bons and other finds and whoa. ;_;

We got to visit old ruins of several churches (and one giant cathedral) from the 11th century, and even got to enter a monestery with medieval brick enteriors and hiiigh ceilings, cute little windows and the old smells still intact. We also stopped by and looked around the enteriors of other medieval houses.

Oh man, I am so itching to get my hands dirty digging out some ancient structure. I WANT TO GO OUT INTO THE FIELD... NOW.

Yes, I really do.

When I got home I ate some strawberries and tried to make my face recover from the long day out in the sun, but it sort of failed. ;_;

I'll dedicate all of tomorrow to my schoolwork, and some walking, and ... schoolwork.

One thing I really hate..

.. Is when people make a bloody fucking mess and expect everyone else to pick up after them.

I just finished doing the dishes, which was 95% of my roommates mess. It took me almost an hour, and while I was doing it, the hot water ran out because my roommate decided to take the longest shower in the history of man.

She said she couldn't do the dishes because she got a tiny wound on her finger.

WTF?

BUY A NEW PAIR OF THOSE FUCKING GLOVES THEN, WHICH YOU ALWAYS MANAGE TO GET WATER INTO AND LEAVE TO ROT.

She also managed to kill her computer somehow. I told her how she might be able to fix it, but her head couldn't wrap itself around figuring it out. So instead, I've found her on my computer the last three times I've been out of the house when she has been home. What happened to the good old "hey, can I borrow this?"?

She does the laundry 090290395032 times a day, and hangs her clothes all over the apartment. I wish I could take a picture right now because it looks like we live inside a laundromat two inches away from doom.

I really hope she is going out and taking the computer with her so I can try getting some work done, instead of having to listen to her going on and on about herself for hours (yes, that's all she has to do now that her computer passed away).

/rant over

Yum

Yet another day filled with sunshine.

So on my way home from school I stopped by the store to buy strawberries - which I had been craving all morning.

When I got back home I cut some of them up into pieces, sprinkled a little sugar over and a dash of cream and took it with me out into the sun.

IT WAS DELICIOUS.

Strawberries are superb awesome little wonderful pieces of red yumminess.

I had to assemble a garden table today...

.. Our landlady was kind enough to buy us some chairs and a table so we can sit outside in the gorgeous weather that has graced us the past week or so. It has been absolutely amazing, temperatures above 20 and sun from a clear blue sky.

On the train back from school today I must have seen about 50 butterflies flying around in the sun. All in different colors, shapes and sizes.

I just came back from another one of my walks. Sometimes I just feel the urge to go outside and disappear into the night for a little while. Just to get away from everything, if only for an hour or two. I absolutely love my walks. :)

I walked up to the skijumping tower I took Oliver (omgsuperwonderfulamazingtime<3), and found out that there was a smaller one right next to it. We had to jump over a little gate and climb the tall one, but this smaller one was much easier to get onto. I sat there for a while in the dusk watching the sky go from orange to green to blue. I watched 22:22 come and go. I looked at the cute little bats circling the heavens above me. I could see all the way into Oslo, and funny enough - to Holmekollen, the biggest skijumping tower in Norway. It was almost like these towers stood there through the ages, saluting each other and looking out for each other through time, sun and snow. Hm, yes, it seems like I am in the romantic corner tonight.

I just wish SOMEONE was there with me. ;____;

After sitting there for a while just gazing out into the horizon I finally pinched my arm and said to myself "Renate, snap out of it, you should continue the walk". ;_; And so I did.

Dude, there are lots of beetles (YES, VERY BIG ONES) running around on the roads once it gets dark. They are kind of freaky, and superhuge.

There are so many trees out there that blossom in different shades of white and pink out there now. They smell really nice and look absolutely gorgeous and I wish I had my own.

I suppose I should try and get some sleep soon though. Early start tomorrow, have to get up at 8 AM. Luckily I just have a two hour class instead of a four hour one, like I had today. It's my last "real" class too, so it'll be kind of sad, good, and.. weird, I guess.

G'nite mates.

Crap

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I am a sad panda today

Got up semi-early for once, but felt like I could sleep for a thousand years more. Ate breakfast and got myself updated on current events and checked out the weather probably about 34 times. It's sunny, and very windy.

Then we walked to Smart Club and bought a hell of a lot of spices. I suppose you can say we are spice mad. The bad thing though is that SHE made me pay for everything, when she infact had gotten 80% of all the stuff in the cart for HERSELF. Meaning, she is going to have to pay me back. Instead of just paying for her stuff right away. And THEN I (with my stupid fucked up neck) had to carry ALL the stuff (which as you probably remember was mostly hers, and heavy stuff indeed) to IKEA because SHE bought herself a coffee.

Yes, all this stuff made me a sad panda.

Luckily she had to carry most of the stuff from IKEA back home because I was dying of neckpain. That was fun, only not. ;_;

We got a lot of stuff, we sure did. And now there's only 15 minutes until we have to run again. SHE is going shopping and I have to come with, in order to go babysitting later tonight. At around 7 PM, methinks.

Oh well.

I suppose I just have to bite it in.

[insert very interesting title here]

Yeah, here I am making another entry. Not that I really have anything to write about this time either, so I suppose it'll end up filled with random stuff and words.

It was nice being back at school (yeah, incredible isn't it). The lecture itself was rather dry and boring, but seeing old faces again proved to be very interesting. This time it was my turn to locate, run up to, and poke Morten from behind. He ALWAYS scares the living daylight out of me, because I am pretty much always listening to music and wandering around in my own world. But this time I got revenge. MUAHAH. Uhm yes. Johanne was thrilled that I was back and she must've been out in the sun all easter because her face was full of cute little freckles. Marianne had a thousand stories to tell, but said she was very disappointed in me for not being out on the town at all when I was back home, and said she had to drag me out a lot more here - starting now. ZOMG.

I've gone for walks every day since I came here (oh my god, three whole days in a row, oh lord new world record.. x_x), and it has been very nice. Especially today. When I walked outside the whole sky was pink and every lawn was full of blue flowers. The trees are also starting to turn green, and yesterday someone had cut their lawn. Freshly cut lawns bring on one of the most wonderful smells in the world.

I tried to brighten up the world a little with some color today, so I painted my nails red and put on my extremely red coat. xD

I got the movie "Paris, Je T'aime", and I have very high expectations for it. I hope it wont let me down.. Or get me down.

Tomorrow my roommate and I are going to IKEA and Smart Club. The answer to your question is yes - we'll probably use a hell of a lot of money (money I don't have, mind you). Later that night we're going babysitting. That'll be interesting. Yeah.

WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO WRITE ABOUT?
I'll just insert these:

And if you're hurting
I will replace the noise with silence instead

When you're in pieces
Just follow the echo of my voice
It's okay
Tune into that frequency

Don't fight your reflex
Embrace the instinct
You can feel your way

Enough for now. Until next time - Ciao.

So, this is me - or?

Or something. I wont really use this blog thing to talk about myself though. Or will I?

I don't even have anything to write right now, and I have no idea why I even started one of these in the first place. I guess we all just need a place where we can put our thoughts onto paper, if not for anything else but to get them out of our heads.

True, my head is often packed with thoughts. Sometimes good ones, the kind of thoughts one would want to use precious brain capacity to think about, but other times not so good ones. The kind of thoughts one wouldn't even want to talk loudly about - let alone pollute ones head with. I guess this blog will get filled with both of them. Let's just hope there will be more of the first kind. YES. Positive thinking ftw!

I saw that teddy laying on the street while I was going for a walk one day. It looked kind of sad, someone had forgotten about it and left it there all alone. I wanted to hug it and give it a kiss, but when I got back, it was gone. I sure hope its owner found it, and that it was safe back in his/hers arms.

Anyway, should I use this thing to tell a little about myself? I always dread doing those kinds of things because I am never sure of what to write. Lives are usually too complicated to get put down on paper like that (or whatever in this case a screen). It's also way too easy to bend the truth. So what can I write then?

I CAN WRITE STORIES ABOUT FISH AND SHEEP AND MEN ON THE MOON EATING CHEESE.

Seriously, don't read this if you want to read stuff that makes sense all the time. Because guess what, that's impossible. Oh man this sweater is making me itch. I hope it's not making me allergic, oh gosh. x_X

It's pretty outside these days when the weather is being a doll and blessing us with sunshine and warmth. I like those evenings. Just sitting outside, not feeling cold at all, and just staring at random things. I could seriously sit and stare at whatever and just ponder for hours and hours on end. I guess that's why my mother used to tell everyone that it was impossible for me to get bored. I always figured out something to do, and when I didn't, I just sit and think without doing much else at all. I guess I'm one of those people who can survive in their own company or something. o_O

I DON'T KNOW, RANDOM PERSON, I DON'T KNOW.

Anyway, I'll stop for now. I have no idea what this entry was about and if I'll ever write more. So for now, take care and eat fish. If you like fish, that is. People should eat more fish.